"Sometimes it feels like I just arrived," Raven counters. It comes in waves, though, depending on how 'trapped' she feels. Most days she's fine, her sense of restlessness more internal than external, but others she misses being able to travel. Others she lets her mind float back to Oxford or Westchester County and the worry that she'll never see them again. "But I know what you mean. I... think it gets easier. Do you have people from home, here? That helps."